I kept adjusting and fidgeting but couldn't get comfortable then the thought came into my mind, "you can cross the line"
You see Collin and I have very different sleeping habits. He would love to snuggle, hold, and spoon all night long, you know very sweet and romantic like. I on the other hand would not like to do any of the above when I am sleeping. I mean I've been snuggled, held, and dragged around all day, by an toddler mind you, but still I would like a little personal space at some point in my day and I choose to claim it at night while I am sleeping.
Most nights we get in bed and snuggle all of about 90 seconds when I do the "roll over", at which Collin will attempt to follow me and move in for a snuggle. Depending on my mood I will either A. allow it for another 90 seconds or B. demand he get on his side of the bed. Now depending on Collins mood he will either A. get on his side of the bed or B. proceed to snuggle and love on me just to bug me, more than not it's B. (this my friends is what you get when you marry an oldest child) At which point I will get more annoyed while Collin revels in his accomplishment of bugging me and proceeds to try to "love" me.
It usually ends with me saying get on your side of the bed and don't cross the line. I don't know how many times I have wanted to draw a line down the middle of our bed and threaten couch time if he crosses it. He eventually gives in and will stay on his side of the bed with the occasional toe that creeps over to snuggle my foot which almost as a reflex I quickly pull away, only to just as fast return the toe stroke with a few of my own then quickly go back to my side of the bed.
I don't know why I have such a hard time sleeping when he is gone, I mean I should be sleeping better. Then like I was saying it was last night that I realized that even though he is gone, out of habit I am still only sleeping on my side (left hand side closest to the door, in case you were curious) of the bed. At this realization I decided to sleep diagonally across the bed. Who knows how I'll sleep tomorrow, maybe I'll sleep on his side just out of spite. :)